| Friday, February 09, 2007 |
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TODAY was result day! firstly. congrats to everyone who did well, and for those who didn't, just take a deep breath in and tell youself it's okay, the end of the world is not here yet. i still have a long way to go. or maybe to cry till you're dry works better. well, somehow it works for me. a day filled with joy and tears. tears of joy. tears of sadness. disappointment. happiness. all the emotions came at once. a person with a slightly weaker heart would not be able to take it. everything seemed to come pouring out at once, probably for some, the feelings you expressed today was almost all that you have had your entire life. maybe for my case. i feel so dumb. i teared before receiving results and totally burst out crying after receiving it. i must be the biggest fool on earth. yes, false alarm, those who saw my outburst after i majority left the classroom. i did okay. i just felt overcome by everything at that moment. congrats to panda and deuterium fL'uoride. you guys know who you are, so...ALL THE BEST FOR the next 2 years- 3 months! and i wanna specially thank deuterium fL'uoride here. thanks for all those words and console, i really appreciated it. and probably you are one of the few that knew i was crumbling under everything. but i'll hang on[: thanks, it's great to have a friend like you. oh. i forgot to mention, i got a1 for MOTHER TONGUE and distinction for oral!! ps: ehh. zhanyu. chill kaes. you still have 8 more subjects to go...i hope you're not badly affected by it. i'm trying very hard not to be pissed. maybe. i do take things too seriously at times, but that's because i care. if i didn't, i won't bother myself at all. but you seem to view that as an excuse for me to be dominating. maybe. i've been living in my own world for the past 16 years, oblivious to the people who have to put up with me. probably, it's time for some self-reflection. but i'm hurt by what you said, regardless of whether you meant it or not. i really am. sometimes, words are the most powerful weapons. |