| Friday, July 28, 2006 |
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HAHA. I just thought of the stupid superman quote: with greater power comes greater responsibilities. i use to think that it was so cliche and dumb. but i think it's really true. superly drained out from everything and i seem to be pissing everyone out with my AP. can u believe it. for once in my entire life, i'm starting to suspect if i have attitude problem. Edna Mode is really getting on me. i feel like a failure. getting insulted infront of the whole class yet i cannot defend myself. all i felt i wanted to do was to cry. it seems that no matter how hard i try to do everything to the best of my ability, i seem to be wrecking everything up. My CCA. studies. and the list goes on. for once. i think i have a really screwed wrecked up life. depressed. once again. I'm back to sqaure one where i start to suspect if all the effort i put in for everything is ever worth it. I'm starting to wonder about my cun2 zai4 jia4 zhi2 again. about what do i actually want? i'm feeling lost all over again and i hate this feeling. i hate it when i doubt myself. and my goals. sometimes i ask. is it true that i can't take failure? probably, i've always been living in comfort zone, so much so that i've never really treasured things which i've ought to be paying more attention to. CCA. i feel as though i've failed everyone. i can't garner the respect of the team. i can't even make my PEERS turn up for training. i'm just depressed luh. need to vent out some stuff. probably i just need to cry. then i'll be fine. i need some sort of route to vent it all out. or i'll land in the doc's office soon man. or worst still. like crazier said. i'll go kee-siao. aiyo. darn scary lah. i don't wanna go see councillor man. like mental breakdown like that. haix. someone. pls help. |
| Thursday, July 27, 2006 |
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If one day you feel like crying, Call me. I don’t promise I’ll make you laugh, But I can cry with you. If one day you want to run away Don’t be afraid to call me. I don’t promise to ask you to stop, But can run with you. If one day you don’t want to listen to anyone, Call me. I promise to be there for you, And I promise to be very quiet. But if one day you call, And there’s no answer. Come fast to me, Perhaps I need you. i didn't know my dear crazy is in amaths remedial. must come ask me for help okay! i will help crazy, or else she would take my place as the crazier cos she turns kee-siao(: hahaha oops. upload the picture we took during RHD leh. you slow pig. even tortoise also walk faster than you run hurr. must use the ma bian to bian you! then will you move faster! haha your buddy coming already right! must introduce her to me okay! or else i use two ma bians on you! *evil laughters* btw i'm getting busier next wk i think. NDP rehearsals. extra practice for the sec3s. mtp skit rehearsals. emaths chem test. oh no haven study yet): but my heart will still be with you(: when you feel lost, don't worry. you're just in my heart(: love, the crazier(: |
| Tuesday, July 18, 2006 |
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dear crazy, today isn't a very nice day lah hurr. i think you get what i mean too. dont wish to talk about it anymore. since things are already over. btw dont say my biology like nvr study! and hah kusu island! nvr ask the 3 chiefs of kusu island! it's quincy me and liukun! ltr dont let you go then you know ah! hahahaha! btw it's really a temple and a place that was supposed to be shops or openair mini hawker centre, but it's blank lah hurr. yah we are zi-highs! dont get affected too easily. haha actually i think we do(: we get zi-highed by each other easily! haha okay good luck for amaths and my ss geo(: love, the crazier. |
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crazier: haix. i was so deep in thought just now that i used body soap to wash my hair. dammit. it's still the special soap for my skin allergy. i hope it doesn't ruin my hair. ah. so bimbotic. anyway, i washed my hair again(duh.) so i think it should be okay. i had a bad day today. now i totally understand that it doesn't mean that you're nice, people will like you. it's impossible to please everyone in the world. i finally recognise that fact. it's not use being nice to someone who totally doesn't appreciate. and irritates you back. SMACK. irritate you right in the face. darn annoying. i wonder how come people can be so self-centred. i never believed that someone could be like that cos i always thought there's this bit of good in everyone and only if you treat that person nicely, that person well treat you well back. well. it happens that the world doesn't work this way anymore. people who are INCONSIDERATE. Pls. WAKE UP NOW. what i can tell you. YOU BUNCH of inconsiderate people. Losers. The world can jolly well do without you. so if you're not busy being so self-centred. GET A LIFE. dammit. i'm in a super super not nice mood today. haix. cos i know that i'm gonna fail A maths tomorrow and EDNA MODE is gonna flash me that idiotic look again. ARGHHH. and i'm going to kusu island, which according to kelly, has only a temple. and the people in the temple practically OWN the island. cos no one else lives there. how creepy. over and out! <3 crazy |
| Saturday, July 15, 2006 |
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dear crazier, don't be sad okay! I believe we've gotten things all sorted out already, so don't dwell on it okay! The thing has passed already, so don't worry and be HAPPY! Crazier should be high! Don't be sad kaes, or i'll feel sad too (: sings: i'll be here for youuu.... hahaha. i hate the old monster. she's driving me nuts can. bet her boyfriend ditched her, so she's taking it out on us. i'm just gonna tell everyone that and announce it everytime i have a chance. i think she's the worst person on earth. she makes my life miserable. bleahx. i hate her. crazy is super tired today cos i had 3hr marathon tuition again. never mind! we can talk on the phone to destress! don't do sodaku or whatever that thing is already luh! very kusu leh. i don't wanna go kusu island. i get sea-sick! so malu if i puke all over the place. eh. crazier doesn't reply sms-es. she got drowned in the shower. HEE HEE. okay! out and over. <3, crazy |
| Friday, July 07, 2006 |
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dear crazy, the crazier is very very sad today. cos someone actuallly asked her to do sth, which she had long ago wished for. but in the end someone asked her friend to do it instead. crazier wants to do this very very much. she just don't want to spoil someone's reputation. POUTS> crazier is no longer that crazy anymore. she's sad): |
| Saturday, July 01, 2006 |
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it's ME the crazier! hahaha. it's the start of the crazy and the crazier blog(: they go zi-highing themselves. you dont understand their language. (: |