| Sunday, October 29, 2006 |
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just finished lunch and training. OH MAN. my foot hurts like nuts now cos of the two blisters that "POPPED" up after training. halfway through training.i thought i was GONNA DIE. this coach.MAD ONE. i think he thinks we're machines. but it was crappy training for me today. cos i was busy focusing on my footwork to notice my strokes so everything turned out shitty in the end. whacked at least 300balls. surfed 40. and did like a total of 50volleys and smashes[which wasn't alot.and thank goodness too.cos the way i was smashing the balls was just embarassing myself.really need to work on that component.] went blog hopping. everyone is scaring my with the 'must-get-A1-for-chinese-tomorrow-or-i-will-die' sorta thing. and i'm being like some YAYA PAPAYA here. for once i'm being SO SLACK for an exam.not to mention that it's a SUPER MAJOR one too. this is bad. VERY BAD. i need to be STRESSED. oh no. i never really pia. and i see everyone pia-ing their heads off. they're frightening me. WHAT IF I DON'T GET A1 TOMORROW? HOW?HOW?HOW? OH man. |
| Wednesday, October 25, 2006 |
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the blog says:your light will shine when all else fades. then where is my light? they always say that god will always leave a window for you when he shuts all the doors. but towards me, i guess he decided that the window was too much for me as well. probably cos ICE AGE arrived that's why all my sunlight is gone. trying not to make the blog an emo one. i bet huiyi will scold me again. but today.really.feeling very down. 人到了最伤心处，竟然是流不出一滴泪来。我想。我大概就是这样吧。 突然间心里空空的。很多人可能会说身在福中不知福。也许就是因为太幸福了，所以变成温室里的小草-经不起风吹雨打。心灵受不起伤害。 就是那种想太多的人才会庸人自扰。 i just feel kinda 魂不守舍 these few days. maybe cos i got pissed off at someone for no rhyme or reason then got really irritated at myself, and i get a cold war. then the world starts crashing down. this kinda people really wuliao right?nothing to do, create problems for themselves only.but i guess we're all humans and everyone has their weakness. and mine happens to be always letting emotions get the better of me. someone just caught my weakness and THUMP. everything crashed. i don't know what i want. but i hope i'll get it sorted out soon. cos i don't like to doubt myself. this is bugging me. -CRAZY |
| Monday, October 23, 2006 |
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aiyo. i thought what crazier posted. o.0 then she somehow made me pia to come and read it... i thought something like 9/11 happened. xiaojie arhhh....i'm speechless. OHHHH! I'M SO HAPPY! WE GOT A NEW BLOGSKINNN! YAYE-NESS! thankew crazier! *mwacks* heh heh. don't worry. i don't have disease, so my saliva doesn't contain some H5N3 virus. :D i'm gonna change the password after i blog. i'm CONVINCED blogger doesn't like me cos i SERIOUSLY tried the same thing you[crazier] told me to and it SIMPLY didn't work? i think i'm irritating pixy.HA!she send me this pic of this small girl and ask if i think she's cute. and i'm going on all about how I'M cuter. HAHAHA. oh. i got on her nerves.ha. anyway. i screwed up EOYs. thought i'll mention something about it since i've been MIA-ing so long. but i'm actually quite numb about it. cos i didn't put in as much effort which i ought to and i'm quite heck care about it now. so yeh. all i have to face are my tutors reprimands and TA-DA. super sian sian about everything this year. no mood to pia. no motivation to pia, to phrase it correctly. i guess i'll be on "confinement" next year cos i don't really plan to go out unneccessarily after march.yepyep. have 101things to do.esp. for tennis. 1. CCA tee 2. tournament attaire 3.Best Prac day 4.CCA leaders camp 5.Sec4 farewell +gifts 6.CCA webpg 7. tennis dec camp. 8.2I chalet!! [YAYE] actually what's most on my mind now is sec4 chalet and the gifts. my brain are really outta ideas and i don't wanna disappoint the seniors, i'm a drying corpse here. outta brain juices. yepyep. if anyone has any zai3 suggestions, PLS. PLS. come and tell me. thankew [: |
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hey wanna go out wanna go out? i miss kbox's set lunch): the crazier. |
| Friday, October 20, 2006 |
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i found out that you're the one that's lousy! haha(x to think you cant rmbr the username and pw. feel like smacking you now! -hits staf's butt- you disappoint me! -sniffs loudly- better go log in again and find out what's wrong! the crazier (x |