Monday, January 15, 2007 |
I never knew that you were that important. i realise that i really regretted what i did yesterday evening. i think i'm an idiot to have hung up. dammit. just to win. that wasn't worth it. way not worth it. sometimes, i hate myself for being so impulsive. you're not only my friend, but probably one of the best i've got. the only one who has a high tolerance level for all my childishness and endless rantings. and all those times. and i almost ended up in a chemical accident which testing for an-ions and cat-ions during chem today cos my mind was totally somewhere else. and i was in a daze for the rest of the day. i hope the phone could just ring now. so freaking tired. |