Wednesday, November 01, 2006 |
suppose to be feeling super shitty today. but surprisingly i'm not. perhaps the influence isn't so big after all. i guess i'm just reading too much into it. maybe the prospects of working cheers me up. i LOVE my shifu(mentor) and the company! everyone's like a big family. this work attachment rawks. i wish we could just stay here forever. i bet we'll be very sad on the last day. thank goodness for the job. or i'll be at home wallowing in depression. being busy helps keep things off the mind. i wish i could just erase all those bad memories. then i'll be a machine. |