| Saturday, November 11, 2006 |
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maybe i just want my pearl to be buried forever. avoiding is the behaviour of a weakling. however, some things are better if left alone. not thinking. not doing. beacause you might screwed it up even more. although you can chose what to think, what to believe, what to do. but the surroundings environment is always the crucial influencing factor to that decision, the one you make. althought you can always claim that it is your decision, but thinking deeper, is it always yours? or sometimes, it is the unknown circumstances that forces you to make that painful, forceful decision? maybe all is lost because i'm too tired to carry on. -crazy |