Wednesday, October 25, 2006 |
the blog says:your light will shine when all else fades. then where is my light? they always say that god will always leave a window for you when he shuts all the doors. but towards me, i guess he decided that the window was too much for me as well. probably cos ICE AGE arrived that's why all my sunlight is gone. trying not to make the blog an emo one. i bet huiyi will scold me again. but today.really.feeling very down. 人到了最伤心处,竟然是流不出一滴泪来。我想。我大概就是这样吧。 突然间心里空空的。很多人可能会说身在福中不知福。也许就是因为太幸福了,所以变成温室里的小草-经不起风吹雨打。心灵受不起伤害。 就是那种想太多的人才会庸人自扰。 i just feel kinda 魂不守舍 these few days. maybe cos i got pissed off at someone for no rhyme or reason then got really irritated at myself, and i get a cold war. then the world starts crashing down. this kinda people really wuliao right?nothing to do, create problems for themselves only.but i guess we're all humans and everyone has their weakness. and mine happens to be always letting emotions get the better of me. someone just caught my weakness and THUMP. everything crashed. i don't know what i want. but i hope i'll get it sorted out soon. cos i don't like to doubt myself. this is bugging me. -CRAZY |