| Friday, August 25, 2006 |
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for once. i'm really at my wits end. pressed for time. need to sleep. coming down with every single illness u can think of. today was a bad day. I had screwed up training cos couldn't do the C-swing properly. argh. so freaking frustrated at myself.it's bugging me. coach gave an inspiring talk. haha. okay. probably it isn't something u'll call inspiring. but i guess he noticed something. and i hope he sends his message clear and right across to the people who ought he thinks should be receiving it. zoning out. haha. something he said. have 101 things on my list to complete. so many things, so little time. URGH. i sound like some stupid propaganda commercial for the Olsen twins' series. but coming to think of it, it's true isn't it? sec 3 has been a totally social life deprived year. and if this yr is already turning out this way, can u imagine next year? UH. my brain cells tells me not to think. it'll probably just deter me from going to school. the only thing which keeps me going now is that i have training to look forward at least at the end of the day. where u can whack stuff to release stress. uh. Big bro is right. i shall stop getting stressed over every single nitty gritty thing. it'll send me ZOOMING into IMH before i even know it. suppose to meet BB tomorrow. but so freaking busy and tired. HAIS. i shall go for training at tanglin tomorrow then. relieve stress. WAIT. I SHALL STOP USING THE WORD STRESS. cos. i've realised. that it sounds more like an excuse than. anything. |