| Sunday, August 20, 2006 |
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ahhh. sorry luh! haha. the whole sino programme knows i'm abusive, jamie practically aviods me like an emminent epidemic once she sees that i'm going on a "pinching-spree". HEH HEH. you're just another unfortunately vicitm XD hey. u whacked me too okay. HAHA. left me with permanent PHOBIA. HA. YUSIN. _____ ARHHH. nvm. crazier and i shall get you...NEXT TIME! MUHAHAHA. i guess we're all going through a rough patch this year. with the changing of classes, we lost much and gained many. or for some, it maybe vice versa. for some reason. this year seems to be one which i have lost much of my tears to. again. I have screwed up another friendship. it's probably be. somehow. probably god just feels that i don't deserve to have that many good friends. or maybe the previous 14 years of my life have passed to smoothly, someone out there decided to make this year one so painful that i'll never forget. the sacrfices made to get something which i wanted so much seems unoworthy now, for i'll never get back what i've lost. for that screwed friendship, all i wanted to say is that: if you don't give a damn. then i don't too okay. i've really had enough. and if you think this is the way you wanted it to end. then so be it. i've always thought that we knew each other well. maybe i was wrong. or maybe right out from the start, you already schemed to get something out of me. i don't blame you. for this is what i call the realistic world. this seems to be a depressing blog. i'm sorry to add to the sadness. but there are some things which i need to get off my back. take care, crazier. i just hope the world can give me a break. |